FRI-day out

Salam

Sorry again..I'm too busy with my reports and academic stuffs lately..well last week was way fun adn tiring as usual...I went out with my friends at 1borneo last friday for our monthly outing..we had fun together!!hehehe

First we went for karaoke for 1 hour under my treat..ahaha it was blast and I was like singing all the 1 hour with actions konon2 ambil feel..ahahha it was fun..released the stress..then the movie..Haunted University- Thai's so called horror..I expected real horror but then it was zzzz-ing for us..(sombong..dah brani tgk cte hantu..)ark2..

At night...after my make up shopping..ahahah we went for our SPL Bowling tournament..I played too and yes..I striked once and many times.."parit"...had fun cheering for my friends and seniors..had fun with abang saham..gossiping..taking pictures and...get to know two heartbreakers..cuci mata..apalagi..ahahahaha...

Long nite..but yes...I had fun..thanks to all for the support and hope to see u guys soon for our annual dinner..farm night:) SPL BOLEH!!

datin?

Salam

Done with my laboratory reports...naik gila dah aku nak wat ayat2 scientific..well it's been a while since my last blog update..It was a busy week where I have 4 practicals...i'm so tired and no time for myself at all

This week was amazing..I learned a lot of hands on practical regarding soil handling...I learned how to used stuffs like auger, core rings, moisture probes..although handling the auger was a bit hard and tiring..I enjoyed it..chlorophyll pigment and paddy DNA extraction was fun too...the friday we had our time to prepare the soil for our pot project...I was called as DATIN since i wear my sunglasses to work ( only me!!)...and i borrowed my friend's hat..hahaa

And also annoying week...emo and stress..I feel like sometimes people around you keep on hating you...ok2 story die cmni..
I got a friend..who was my best friend before and the fact change when she fell in love with this heck no guy ( hate him so very much) and they r couple now..rite..the matter of fact that..she hates me..and try to build a big distant to me cause I kept on telling stories on my scandals and stuffs...everyone in my class knows It is a joke...joke to make everyone laugh and why??she thinks it is negative..hey..aku bukan mempermainkan perasaan orang..no no.."scandal" ok..kawan2..friends..hish..hate herr so much..biarlah kau bnci kat aku..aku boleh buat 100x bnci dr kebncian kau ngan aku...ya la dengki kan...dahla ckp aku lonely..sgt lonely...no i'm not ok..I'm so so happy than you..i got many friends...rather than u..forgetting ur frens...hish...buang negeri jak org cmtok

Okay2 emo-ness strike...lain masalah kat campus..lain masalah kat asrama..huh...stress..2 weeks more for the break and yes..I'll be back home..hehee

gila wantan ho

Salam

Saya ada satu makanan yg saya addictive sgt2..selain daripada McD, Mee Hong Kong...tadaaaa

WANTAN HO...sedap2..

Hari hari aku makan...nyum2...sedap tau..xtaula apa special sgt kan...tpi kalau sehari xmakan..xsah...hahaha...betol2..:D

Nantila aku upload gmbo wantan ho yg sedap tu...nak g makan wantan ho ni...ark3...

p/s....xde boyfriend...makan je la...ahahhahaa

nothing much

Salam...

Sorry I haven't update my blog yet...

Life was so..routine and lame nowadays..aahaha biasala..pg class pagi..balik petang..class straight...so I dont have any time to update my bloggie..sorry2

Assignments...i got piles now..majority group work..Hubungan Etnik & Plant Physiology..huhu..

Nothing much to be updated...my life is getting interesting day by day..be grateful for wat u have ok??

single??ok?

Salam

OK...statement...I'm Single...geez...why azzah suddenly saying about this tabooo thing huh?Emotional disturbance..hahaha

Yes..have you ever feel (seriously this question is for single2 ppl ok)..have you ever :

1) Feel jealous, irritated, frustrated when ppl around you keep on talking bout relationship (good ones)...sms or call their loved ones..went out for date as you alone in the hostel?

2) Urge to find someone to call a lover ( desperately yes!)

3) Cried when u saw the picture of your previous relationships..

4) Try to make yourself distracted...busy...and etc in order to forget those love thingie??

Well..honestly..I am in this situation ok..bad bad situation here...hoho...it's been like 3 months i was separated with my ex..and yes..I might look strong and happy outside..inside...it's grief and pain..i feel terribly lonely...yes i know i have my family and friends undivided love..but a man's love and care for me is different..far far more different..

Last night I've been thinking all sorts of things like..I wish I don't bother bout love stuffs...I wish my previous relationship was a lasting one..I wish I wish I wish..but I have to accept all the fact and my destiny..hard but I have to face it day by day in my life...

Where are you my star?

sorry2..

Salam

Week 2 of campus life...tiring during monday and tuesday cause i got morning till evening classes of DRY BIOLOGY..ahahaha but i love it

More labs this semester means...more lab reports to be done..ahahaha crazayy

I might be not coming back to Kuching this February because...the tickets are damn expensive...and the holidays is so short..a week..so??waiting confirmation from my dad about that..huhu

that's all...not much to update..later peeps..:)

random

HOW SAD MY LOVE IS

You will never know all the tears i've cried,

You will never know how hurt inside,

You will never know how long i've loved you,

You will never know i think of you no matter what i do,

You will never know how i feel will always be the same,

You will never know that i cannot stop these tears of pain,

You will never know how sad Im when you're gone,

You will never know you're the reason i've been alone all along,

You will never know how much i care,

You will never know all the pain i bear,

Baby cannot you see, You're killing me,

I want you to know that I will be there to the end,

coz no matter what I will always be your friend!

inside I'm crying

I laugh joke and look as if Im having fun,

But inside Im crying.

I smile, and act crazy,

But inside Im crying.

I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong,

But inside Im crying.

I see you almost everyday but you have no idea how I feel,

And inside Im crying.

I don't show how unhappy I fell,

And inside Im crying.

If a gang of lads were attacking me with bats,

You wouldn't try to help,

You wouldn't try to take care of me,

And you wouldn't even care.

If a car hit me one day you wouldn't be concerned.

If I died tomorrow you wouldn't be crying,

You wouldn't come to my funeral,

You wouldn't at all dare.

If I committed suicide next week,

You probably wouldn't even notice.

Even if I was on the front of a newspaper,

Splattered on the floor,

You wouldn't